Author Archives: cuzksay

Hi friends! Well, as far as I know I only have ONE subscriber (I am grateful for you, C!) so it should just be Hi Friend! Anyway greetings from my cheap apartment in a smelly building in flatbush. It’s called Prospect Lefferts Gardens but that’s bogus. It’s flatbush and I’m proud of it. This morningContinue reading “Let’s buy a skyscraper!”

I have no money in the stock market-well, I mean, I could have ended the sentence at the word money, but today I want to write about the buying, selling, and trading of stocks and bonds. Please accept my disclaimer that I know absolutely nothing about this world despite the fact that I worked inContinue reading “15 minutes”

I received a direct message on my free bread Instagram account which I largely ignore and don’t receive notifications. It was from a woman named Sarah – which brings to mind another Sarah from my past, but there a lots of Sarahs out there and let’s move 👏🏻on. She has a gf bread product businessContinue reading “New information”

A few weeks ago I was sort of offered an opportunity to develop a gluten free bread for a restaurant group’s four current and two upcoming locations. It was kind of a lark, the old me would have probably said to this company : “Hey you know what, baking gluten free bread is a royalContinue reading “GIG 4 NOW”

Today the Media’s NYT Daily podcast broadcasted a piece about quitters in current events: Elizabeth Warren, Michael Bloomberg, Pete Buttigieg, etc. I feel like I’m in good company. All of us realizing the the odds are stacked against us and packin’ it in. I am reminded this morning about the other job I just quit-Continue reading “Lots of quitters”

Over the past few years I have started to become more and more focused on my lack of children and how it effects my decision making on a day to day basis. While I owned and operated Free Bread I truly felt as though it were my child. My bread baby. I pushed and sleptContinue reading “Being Childfree”

I have all these ideas. Now that I’m not really employed by anyone I figure the best way to spend my time is figure out a new business. While also working on this. COuld this be a business? It’s difficult to keep one eye on the present and future while conjuring up the past andContinue reading “Trying for form a new plan”

I have been hired by a restaurant group to make a bread that they can then go ahead and make themselves. I thought it would be easy. Why do I always think things are going to be easier than they are? I am having a really hard time. To make matters worse, when i toldContinue reading “Baking”

Everyone is living in their unique experiences. Right now my mom is at the hospital with her boyfriend and his son. Right now Jordan is at his 9-5. Right now I’m contemplating my adulthood, my life choices, the way i behave and how I got to be that way. So I’m 44- I’ll be 45Continue reading “Content”

I know how to do this is just to do it, get it down, in spurts. I have problems getting things down on paper because I am scared of myself- yet I have no fear sharing anything I actually do get down. It’s a weird way to exist. I tried using social but its notContinue reading “The only way”